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November 27, 2011

posted Nov 29, 2011, 5:30 AM by Olivia Russ
Shawneda Marks
Endless Mercy
Shawneda Marks

Nothing was going as I had hoped or planned. Continuing with life simply felt unbearable. School, relationships and living seemed to take too much effort. Somehow I convinced myself that everything bad that happened to me was my fault; I must be cursed.

Newburgh Theological Seminary

So I left a suicide note in my homework folder letting my new family know that I loved them and that the problem was me, not them. I was afraid I’d ruin them too. I prayed and asked God to forgive me for running away from Him and for taking my life. I prayed... (Continued)